I would scream just to be heard,
as if yelling at the stars.
I was bleeding just to feel...
you would never say a word
kept me reaching in the dark...
always something to conceal.
Until one day I stopped caring
and began to forget why I longed to be so close.
and I disappeared into the darkness,
and the darkness turned to pain,
and never went away,
until all that remained
was buried deep beneath the surface.

Beneath the surface.